2010

The new year is near ...

and I'm still here ...

My thought should be clear ...

Clear of the whether ...

Whether of who will I be this coming year ...

To be their proud father ...

and a good husband to their loving mother ...

To appreciate the happiness that we built together ...

and hope that it will last forever ...

Forever is just a mere ...

Mere illusion if I keep on being a dreamer ...

but not facing the truth of the obvious that is clear ...

That to be the things I've mentioned earlier ...

Can only be achieve by hope, determination and sacrifice that is sincere ...

Sincere of it's purpose to justify why I'm here ...

and that is oh so clear ...



Me, them and all of us is here ...

Here just for HIM, the higher POWER.




Happy New Year.

Greatness . Khalil

Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry, the philosophy which does not laugh and the greatness which does not bow before children.


Kahlil Gibran

Madu Tiga!

Yesterday night ... was a sweet night. :)

Me and my whole family was at mama's house having dinner .
sedap ooiii makan kat rumah mama.

Suddenly Aiman just realised and said "Mommy! Daddy! ... P.Ramlee 'Madu Tiga' NOW mommy!..."
ha ha ha ...

Now,
How can this young boy Knows and actually likes P.Ramlee!
P.Ramlee is trully a Genius! ... Genius!!! :)
and not just that ... Adam , Aurora and the rest of my family boleh tergelak-gelak
melayankan P.Ramlee. THAT'S ENTERTAINMENT! They called him ... 'Funnyman!'

In some instance while they were all laughing.
I sudddenly became quiet ... not because I'm sad.
It's because I suddenly realised how ...
HAPPY I WAS ...

My Loving family ...
My Mama
and Ayai.

I'm so blessed with all this joy.
Alhamdulillah...

I cherished all this for one day ...

this will all be just ... memories.

sweet memories. :)

Your Children are not Your Children

They are the sons and daughters of life's longing for itself.

They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you. For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

© Kahlil Gibran, 1923, 1973.

Found in Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet