Rang Bulan ...

Terlihat 'Rang Bulan' mengambang penuh,
Janganlah lupa untuk Bersyukur,
Pabila berjalan terasa Angkuh,
Janganlah terkejut kelak Tersungkur.

Ryo

"When searching for 'Angels' ...

"When searching for 'Angels' ... we will face 'Demons' ... "



In life, the sacrifices that we made to find what we are looking for will bring us to understand that nothing is ever easy ... there will be hardship in the horizon. There will be challenges ... you will feel that why is it that we strive when others sleeps ... why we try and try , fall and get back up ... why?

Because,

we 'believe' ...

and what we believe ...

others just can't comprehend.

Keep on 'believing' ...
Keep on 'running' ...
Keep on 'falling' ...

For every 'fallling' is a lesson learned.

and every lesson is precious.

as precious as you ...

as precious as life.

'Look' when follow others ...

'Look' when follow others ... 'Listen' when others follow.

When we are looking for the ideal hero for ourselves,
Do stop and think that who we take for that purpose is mere human too just like us ,
no one is superior than the rest ...
except, their ability to stay focus to their dream
thus making their sacrifice and purpose seems 'Superhuman'.

On the other side of the coin,
Some may even look at you as their 'Superman' ...
do appreciate them for they are there for a purpose,
a purpose that seems small but they are significant
to make you be who you ought to be ...

A better man.



I believe I can fly.
Ryo

Mentari menyinar ...

"Mentari kan menyinar pabila mendung berlalu ... "

Kita memang tidak dapat melarikan diri
dari kesusahan dan keperitan hidup,
semua itu ada sebabnya ...
kita jua tidak perlu bertanya kenapa ia berlaku ...
kita hanya harus
mengakui yang ianya berlaku.

Life does go on ...

Face it. Be brave and trust in Allah.



Ya Allah ... berikanlah aku petunjuk dan hidayah.
Amin

Merdeka?

Merdeka?

Ya,
dah selalu aku tengok dan lihat
macamana kita ni menghargai kemerdekaan ...
Sekarang dah 2011 ,dah 54tahun kita menyambut kemerdekaan.
Kita menganggap semua ni senang nak dapat noo ...

Cuti sakan ...

Semenjak dua ni aku dipertemu dengan banyak peristiwa,
cerita ... malah pahlawan-pahlawan yang dah berjuang
demi agama, bangsa dan negara.

Aku bukan patriotik sangat sebenarnya tapi
aku tahu menghargai siapa yang berjasa.

Hujung bulan ni kita akan merayakan Hari Raya Aidilfitri
dan juga Merdeka.
Satu untuk agama, satu lagi untuk negara.

Aku berharap untuk menjadi

Umat Islam yang beriman
dan
Rakyat Malaysia yang berjaya.

Insyaallah.

"Hargailah mereka yang telah 'mati' agar kita dapat 'hidup'."

"Appreciates them who 'died' just for us to 'live'."

Masa ...

Masa ...

Kita selalu ingat kita ni banyak masa,

Ada masa nak kutuk,
Ada masa nak gaduh,
Ada masa nak pikiarg macamana nak buat jahat,
Ada masa nak buat jahat,
Ada masa nak mengumpat,
Ada masa nak pkiarg macamana nak amik rasuah,
Ada masa amik rasuah.
Ada masa nak buat kacau.
Ada masa nak itu.
Ada masa nak ini.

Ada masa ...

Tetapi kita juga ...

Ada masa nak beringat.
Ada masa nak Bertaubat ...

Ada masanya ...

Untuk kita.




Selagi kita ada masa.




Sekian.
Makaseh

Berbuka Puasa 7.8.2011

Selamat Berpuasa semua,

Today,
I've decided yet again to make the best I can for my loving family ...

Codename: Make THEM happy.

Venue: Tropicana City,
our fav so far ... traffic ok, cars and also people... especially People.
You know sometimes we TRY too hard to be happy at a very IN place and yet
when we walk ... there's always someone else that we bumb into ...
so, my question is why do we do that?
Why TRY to be happy at a congested place when you be Actually Happy
at a more cosy one.
Just a point to ponder ya ...

Back to Tropicana City ...
Berbuka Puasa time...

6pm: Still too early
Had a walk ... stop at a regular toy shop that had the actual size of the
Terminator in front ...
It always 'amazes' me Who? How? they did that! ...
and bought them a small set of Lego, yang beli sikit-sikit then in the end will become a BIG castle ...
Thinking Big.

6.20pm: Still early
Toys R Us! Great Idea for a shop huh ...
Wish I had a 'share' in that Wonderful Shop.
even I pun gila kat situ.

6.45pm: Walk to 'Subway' Sanwich.
Hey, we still have the all year long voucher
of buy 1 get 1 free! good tactic ... got us in ya.
So, we bought 2 and get another 2 free.
Mine, as usual 'Roast Beef'... Yummy!
Aida will always do the ordering ... dia cekap lagi to actually know
what OUR angels will like to eat
to HOW make them 'kenyang' ...
and on top of that ordered some
cookies
to make them 'Smile':)
Key word: When THEY are Happy ... YOU are Happy! ;)

8pm: Run to Surau with Aiman and Adam ... sembahyang.
Good Dad will do that.

9pm: Borders, got them to sit at the children reading corner ...
Start Reading you guys! Reading only, NO buying. (Not today)
ha ha ha

10pm: GTG. Balik. Tomorrow school ... Kena tidur awal.

Now ...
11.30: They are All still wide awake ... main legolah, makan lagilah? :)
Nyanyilah ... dancinglah ... Running ...

Nih, sat lagi 4.30am nak mangkit sahur nih ...




:) Well, guys that's a sneak peak into 'MY LOVELY LIFE : Episode1' ha ha ha.



Ok You all.

Enjoy Life! ... coz it's the only One you have.
Selamat Berpuasa :)

I'm Back!

Hey All,

I'm back ...
and hopes that this time it's longer ... :)

Always am interested to read and write ...

Write?

Yah, Right.

Yah, Write.

Yup, thinking of writing now ...

Ya Allah ...
Give me strength ...
Give me hope ...
Give me patience.

OK, Here I come.

To be who i'm supposed to be ... Me. :)

Pessimist will say ... Why?
Optimist will say ... Why Not.

School Day boys!

Today 4th January 2010 ...
is the first day for the rest of their life!

I went to send my Adam Danish to his Smart Reader School.
My is he Excited! His second year.

We are so proud of Him. Got No.1 last year.
We sent him early to school because ...
Once he just doesn't talk ...
Now, he just doesn't stop. :)

Then I'm off to Aiman Daniel Subang Bistari school.
His class was 3 Orchid. One of the chosen classes.
Class starts at 1pm.
Chat with him at a table infront of his classroom while waiting
for the morning session to end.

While waiting and chatting I was running my fingers to his hair,
Thinking ... how time flies and how he grew ...
It was just like yesterday that I'm holding him in my arms.
Today, he was running ... laughing with friends.

I was then thinking of Aurora Delisha and baby Adrian Darwish ...
They too will grow as fast.

I guess one of my purpose is to grow them happy!
Eventually they will grow up being the 'tree' that they are supposed to be.

Till then I will continue watering them with passion and love.




Appreciating always ... :) ur Daddy.

2010

The new year is near ...

and I'm still here ...

My thought should be clear ...

Clear of the whether ...

Whether of who will I be this coming year ...

To be their proud father ...

and a good husband to their loving mother ...

To appreciate the happiness that we built together ...

and hope that it will last forever ...

Forever is just a mere ...

Mere illusion if I keep on being a dreamer ...

but not facing the truth of the obvious that is clear ...

That to be the things I've mentioned earlier ...

Can only be achieve by hope, determination and sacrifice that is sincere ...

Sincere of it's purpose to justify why I'm here ...

and that is oh so clear ...



Me, them and all of us is here ...

Here just for HIM, the higher POWER.




Happy New Year.

Greatness . Khalil

Keep me away from the wisdom which does not cry, the philosophy which does not laugh and the greatness which does not bow before children.


Kahlil Gibran

Madu Tiga!

Yesterday night ... was a sweet night. :)

Me and my whole family was at mama's house having dinner .
sedap ooiii makan kat rumah mama.

Suddenly Aiman just realised and said "Mommy! Daddy! ... P.Ramlee 'Madu Tiga' NOW mommy!..."
ha ha ha ...

Now,
How can this young boy Knows and actually likes P.Ramlee!
P.Ramlee is trully a Genius! ... Genius!!! :)
and not just that ... Adam , Aurora and the rest of my family boleh tergelak-gelak
melayankan P.Ramlee. THAT'S ENTERTAINMENT! They called him ... 'Funnyman!'

In some instance while they were all laughing.
I sudddenly became quiet ... not because I'm sad.
It's because I suddenly realised how ...
HAPPY I WAS ...

My Loving family ...
My Mama
and Ayai.

I'm so blessed with all this joy.
Alhamdulillah...

I cherished all this for one day ...

this will all be just ... memories.

sweet memories. :)

Your Children are not Your Children

They are the sons and daughters of life's longing for itself.

They come through you but not from you,
And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.

You may give them your love but not your thoughts,
For they have their own thoughts.
You may house their bodies but not their souls,
For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot visit, not even in your dreams.

You may strive to be like them, but seek not to make them like you. For life goes not backward nor tarries with yesterday.

© Kahlil Gibran, 1923, 1973.

Found in Kahlil Gibran, The Prophet

love ...

You can't force anyone,
to love you passionately ...
but
what you can do is,
to love them endlessly.

Perkasakan Bahasa.

" Tiada erti menggapai Bintang,
Jika bulan ditinggal Sepi,
Tiada bangga di negeri orang,
Bila bahasa sendiri disegani."

A Man.

"A Man is a Man till their spirit move and change them into... Heroes."

Through Aurora's eyes.

"Smile if you want ... Cry if you must, but never ever leave me ... without saying goodbye."

Aurora Delisha binti Azeli

My dearest Aurora Delisha...

Tomorrow 30th June 09,
you are going to be 2 years old my darling...

You grew so gracefully...
so fast.

I just wanted you to know,
that your "Hi! Daddy!..." means the 'world' to me...

There is no other words that means as much
just because it came from you...

so sweet...
so soft...
so honest.

I love you ...
so very much.



I guess Allah is kind enough to me ...
to sent me 'Angels'...

as 'Beautiful' as you.


Happy Birthday sayangku Aurora Delisha.


Daddy will always promise to be a good daddy to you...




You are one of the biggest reason for me to keep on fighting, hoping and believing.


Because...

You are...
a 'miracle' to me.




Love means so little...
comparing to the feelings I have for you...

Daddy.

Q of the day! 4.05.2009

Life does not have to be perfect to be wonderful... :)

Q of the day! 28.04.2009

"No one cares how much you know, until they know how much you care." :)